sigh!..the daily life of me recently has become so boring..not like it was any exciting b4..but now its super boring...coz its end of sem..so yea..newyas....kk..on my last blog..i was telling you about the group meetin..i had on wed?..neways...just to make this short and snappy..the meeting ended at like 630..so it was late! grr..and i was tired...newyas...the presentation was done on friday..not bad not bad...except i feel i could have done my part better...it was just coz i was too nervous..and i was the first speaker..so i was nervous! and plus..i wasnt just tokin to lecturers and students..i was toking to STAKEHOLDERS!! yes..stakeholder of city of cockburn..see la~..that made me scared..coz it was all formal..with the expert panal sitting in a row of seats with tables just liek 2metres in front of u :X and..we had to be professional lookin..so i rocked up in a black knee length skirt..and a button up collar shirt..man..i felt old -_-" thn i wondered how ppl liek mabel do it?..how do they dress up like this..like so mature when they just attending lects in uni..i have no idea?..crazy ppl..that cant wait to look old...that reminds me of my cousin...geez..she liek 6 years younger than me..but wehn we go out..some ppl..say she looks like my older sis -_-" im not sure if i should be proud of that..lolx~..but yea..her style is just more mature..and i just wan look young while i am.!!! hahahaah BlEH! neayws....yess..bak to wed...

i had the most shockin news..it was scary coz i never expected it to occur in my relatives....my gonggong was kinda diagnosed with cancer..i was in tears on the way bak in the car after mommy told me..but i held it in..i din wan show her how upset i was..i had to be strong..nth worst thn cryin and makin her most upset than she alr is..so after dinner...i ran to my room and cried quietly..sigh...it was a close call~..on wed afternoon..my gonggong went for some scan..and the doctors were saying how they suspected him of having either stomach or bowel cancer..im not sure which one...they said they couldnt confirm..but they have seen many similar cases..and usually their diagnosis was correct...this made us all scared and worried..apparently at mom shop..all the sisters called mom and cried to her..makin her cry ..so she was unable to work properly at the shop...it was a shock to everyone..so doctors said..haf to send grandad for a CT scan immediatley the next day to reconfirm..and results are out...apparenlty only one part is affected as it was found out early..so u could say he was in the early stages...so he is booked for an operation in bout 2 weeks to get the affected part removed..b4 it spreads to other areas...im so glad..he is ok...thank you god..for letting him get thru this saftely...please please let the upcoming operation go thru safetly...it was realli sad...coz everyone din wan gonggong to noe that he had the early stage of cacner...so no one told him...my aunties told him that he had to remove somethign from the stomach to prevent it from becoming cancerous in the future..i guess by saying that its much better..as it will make an elderly person live more happily and without worries i guess...well..i personally think its better that he doesnt noe..coz after the operation he will be bak to normal..so there so need to tell him?...its best to not let such things worry old ppl to much i feel...sigh!..life is soo fragile...okok...neways newayus...let all the bad things go away and good thing come by!!! yay!!!
neways..so yea..friday..was the presentation..*butterflies* but ok..done~..one less assignment....thn friday nite..we went dinner...to my bro fren yeoh;s rest..ahaha..it was a nice place just a bit slow with serving food...i guess its coz they just took over recently..so they were gettin the hang of it..ahah..but the food was good..i liked it...ahaha..they were quite bz too..with many customers ordering takeaway..ahah...so yea..dinner..was me my mom, my bro..and my grandparents... i looked at my gong gong..i couldnt help but just lookin at him to make sure he was ok...and yup..he still the same...cute and funny..and most importantly..he looked healthy..i was happy...but when i looked at popo she seemed tired..mayb coz of all the waiting for the food..we went ard 7.30 but diiner finshed at 9...it was a looong wait for the food..that maybe why they looked so tired! ahaha..its ok...it was fun chatting to everyone..hehehe...
i think we gng to dinner next weekend again..wid my famiuly and relatives..coz its my birthday!1 ahahaah ..yaya :D
and mayb tuesday..i should plan something..with my sweet few close frens..ahaha..just to get away from all the uni hectic life for liek 1 lil nite..ahahha..but yes...today is sat..i think i passed my flu to mom! aiYER!!!
hopefully she will recover asap..so the flu wont affect her for long..so go away flu go find some angmoh to attack!!! hahahaha =P
so notti la me..sigh...hahaa..ok..time to rest..!..i realise the only time i got to "play: is liek nite time...after i do my required uni work each day..so sad..i think that my life for the next 3 weeks...wish me luck!!
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alritghttlyyyyy....wish eveyrone good health and no pain..no sickness..and let us do all good in all uni assessments and exams to all my lovely frens~!~~~

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