one and a half days to go..today.after work i helped mom washed the bathroom...after that showered and had dinner..thn i bit my tongue! ouchh! sigh! ahaa..neways..after dinner..i sat down..and started thinkin to mysef..guys are the same..all the guys are the same...regardless of age, size or watever..i find them very similar..kk..not like i had alot of boyfrens in the past...but after having a chit chat with a fren..i realised they are quite similar..its so scary yet funny..i wonder if girls are the same?..i reckon not....we girls are unique! and individualised! lOlx..

i feel i have been bullyin my pig alot..and im sorry for that..mayb coz u hardly are able to spend time wid me when u away in yout kampong land...and im so used to you callin me eveyr nite when u in city land...so when u do find time to call me..im always sayin im gng to slp...i guess u can blame the ealry wakings i have..that cause me to go to bed b4 10...and u can blame the dodgy skype connection..or ur losuey microphone..or my lousey microphone resulting in u unable to hear me...thn u hear me shouting and complaining and losing my temper...i noe u try to help me in every way u can..i realli appreciate it...i guess u can blame yourself for spoling me so much...allowing eveyrhitn to go in my way..so when things dun go my way..i chuck a fit..and after a while..i realised that was pointless...there are times when im super emo..and use the "break up" word ever so often..i guess i dun realli mean it...and i dun realli wan it to happen ....and then i get even more upset..when i say.."i dunwan tok" and u reply..ok! grr! that ignites the fire in me all over again...i guess i wan to feel that u care and u try to fix the problems instead of sayin ok...i feel so chucked aside.i noe its hard to please me when im pissed..but at least try? instead of sayin ok!? ...u may find this strange/weird/ or the ever so popular word that u liek to use on me:demanding/unreasonable...
there are many "i guess" in our lives...ahha..but i guess...sayin it out here..is so much easier to say thn to say it to u in person or phone....blame my "not-daring" enough personality or the not patient enough personality...u say i have a temper..i agree..i do..my temper heats up anytime..and i dun think anything can stop it in the first 15 mins...not even a billion LV bags!...i dunno wat im on about..

but..gng out for bbtea tonite..with frens..hehee..so emo-ness must fly away!

YAY!