geez..i realli dun understand this...tell me how many uni students spend so many freakin hours studyin and doing uni work a week!? how come some ppl seem so carefree..but my stoopid course overloads me with so much group projects and so many midsems! WHY! grr~..i realised...that i spend MASS LOADS of time on uni work..whether its gettin my part for group projects done..or studyin for the upcomin test..or doing essays that are due soon....i counted..and it came to a conclusion..that i approximately spend 45 hours a week!!!!! outside of uni contact hours!! WTF?! -__-" it doesnt feel that much when im dng it..but it ACTUALLY IS! omg~! its crazy..charm said..its part of my attitude or liek who i am?..bascially i think he meant i was a nerd indirectly...lolx...i guess i can see where he coming from...i start my assignemnts few weeks in advance and start studyin few weeks in advance and do my group projects the day i get them..-_- even more nerd!gosh its probably embarrasign sayin all this crap here..but oh welz..it feeels better when i kinda let it out by typing it alll out! hahaha...i think another reason is guilt! i feel so gulity if i dun do uni work at all in a day...geez..wat kind of upbringin did i receive?..lolx..i guess when i was littel and my dad made me do homework eveyr day...if school din give me any..he would create his own..and i would have to do it..and if i din finsh it..i cannot go out..kinda attitude was formed? loxl..i can say it worked..im such a nerd now..all thanks to that maybe?..ahhahaha

enough crap amanadaaaaaaa...

this time next week..i can breathe the air that is ard me i guess and not breathe the lecture notes anymore..coz my admin and ecoms mid sems will be over...cant wait..all the best la U! :)

xoxo..

miss all u notti frens so bloody much! HHAHAHAAH =X