1st May 2009 (Friday)

thurday

I had a massive breakdown on thursday afterrnonn..it was all a wonderful day...eveyrhting was in order ..all was perfect..uni was ok...and then BOOM! the lecturer emailled the class..to tell us some changes on the essay that was due on mon! ..yes! this email created CHAOs in the class...seriously CHAO! eveyrone was just stressing ppl out..i saw my frens stress out in front of me..thn i comforted them bak sayin its only 20% and balh balh baolh...and i tot i was ok..till..i was on the way home..and my massive breakdown started T_T gosh~ there i am comforting ppl..but i din realise..i was pretty screwed also..so yeh..started shouting and screamin at poor innocent ppl..and most importantly i got all stressed even tho i had 4 days to do it..i was still so stress...mainly coz i din noe wat the hell was required for the essay ...and bascially i felt all the stuff i wrote would go to waste..mm

after some "excitement" and nasty shouting at pig..i felt bad and it took me a long time to actually calm down..im realli sorry for letting it out on u..=X im so bad! i felt guilty..but thn its bad coz wats the point of crying over spilt milk..sigh! but neways i reali want to say sorry..i noe it was not your fault for taking so long to do ur part..it was mine actually..i promised to give u till friday..and i started shouting when it was just thursday..complaining that u never do this and that ur time managment skills sucks...lol..im sorry..i hope u noe i dun mean it..its just those stress spur of the moment thing...-_-" but as ive told u billions of time...im still turning over my new leaf...of no temper throwing..im so serious over my leaf turning thing..i noe ive said it mass loads of time..but tis time i so serious..and im honeslty gng to tell u..ive not turned over completly..more like..3/4 of the way..its hard this time to turn and acutally mean it...i always say turn..but i dun think i turn very well..but ever since u left perth on ur last trip..i said to myself to turn PROPERLY..so im turning..and still in the process..that can also explain my sudden mood change ytd...(HEHE) neways..so sorry for that..if i was you..i would hate HER by now -_-" LOL neways..

after all that guilt crap..i decided to get my act together..no point shouting at someone so innocnent and had nth to do with this..so i decided to sit down and add more extra info to my essay..it took me 3 hrs to get a few paragraphs down ..sigH! but i think ive done it..to the best of my ability...as well..i hope i do good it in..20% may not be alot..but it is still quite abit...so yeh! now im just left to insert articles here and there..and to try and remove 90+ words..so i fit into the word limit...and have to make a contents page...mmm

once again..sorry my dear dear...sigh..

after riting..decided to go bbtrea with the gang to relax....after a few hours of chatting..went home.and did more assisngmet...got it all together ...and went to bed

thanks baby for helpin me edit the essay..without your help i think it would be mission impossible..coz ECONoMICS is so foreign to me -_-" demand/supply~ cheh..

hehe..

FRIDAY

woke up to find parents reagrranging 3 bedrooms in our house..coz we gng to have many studnets coming in june..and so the lady wantted to come along and check our house out..so yeh..she comin at 4..so mom and dad and me...cleanning..and re-organised all 3 bedrooms to make them look presentable...mmm..after that i showered..and went to apply at yuki...

filled in the form and tell asked me to wait for thier call..honestly i tot they would reject me..coz the manager said..they got alot of applications and so they have to decide..-_-" and i was thinkin..."ah..probably wont get it..as i still got uni and so im not avalible very often" hahaa..

so went to popo house for lunch...ATE~!

went home..continue doing essay..now its nearly there....NEARLY THEWR..
and recieved a phone call from the manager askin me for an interview 2molo 0_0
ahah..that was fast! but i guess its a start..so yeh..will see how the interview thign goes 2molo... i hope the pay is good -_-" HAHAH.. i mean centro was payin me 35 for 3hrs..works out to be 11+ an hour..that was ok..u din do much..BUT..bad thing was the bus ride there and back...so after minusing..i earn probablay slightly less than 11 per hour...so its kinda the same in a way?..i dunno..will have to see wat i have to do at yuki..ahaha...

im lookin at it in the bright way to..job=money=holiday!!!

ahahhaha..BUT..thn now theres SWINE flu...-_- sigH! im honestly quite scared of it..i get paranoid man...hear ppl in uni coughing and sneezing and im like 0_0 ..its so dangerous..i find this scarier than SARS..coz i dunno..SARS wasnt so serious in Aust..but there are suspected cases in aust..and theres 100+ 0_0 sigh! geez..i hope WHO can handle it propelry so no one gets harmed...sigh

nways thats bout ti...

stay safe eveyrone!!!!!!!!!
:)_

xoxo