im bak..it has been ages since i last blogged..lol...i dun even noe whr to start..
neways...few things have happened lately..so i'll just blogged wat ever comes to mind i guess...oh..my blogskin died..so i guess i;'ll use these templates..till i feel like searching for a new one..heheh!

my 3 china girls left alr...the house is much much more quieter without them...so i guess they did make a difference to this house..sigh!..they came for 6-8 weeks?..im not sure..but time does fly! oh and my dad left for KL ytd..so currently there is only 3 ppl in it..much quieter in comparison to one stage that when we had like 9 or 10 ppl staying..lol! those were the fun days i guess..where the house was filled with so much noise..hahaa...

ive started with my new job for nearly one month alr..gosh..that reminds me..i keep forgetting to call yuki...neways work so far has been great..the best thing is the pay..ahahh! we get free food..but i think its just average...lol..i work 3 times a week..tues/fri and sat...mm..its easy stuff..just walking ard collecting plates and bringin customers to their tables..lol...

wat else has been happening...

oh..im dng my prac now..at the Centre of genetic epidemiology and biostatistics..LOL! wat a mouthful..but anyways..im dng prac mon to thurs 9am-5pm...on tues and thurs..i get to go to the lions eye institute clinic..and work with patients with age-related macular degeneration..and on mon and thurs im on main campus working on the melanoma study...both have been interesting i guess..only tiring thing is the whole day at work..neways...

next next...

tsian has found a job in sydney..and he is workin there for 1 month for some probation thing..and yes i have to admit..i do miss him..regardless of the emo nights and wierd/strange arguments we encounter..LOL...so i guess i cant wait for him to get back...:D

recently...attended evas bday and also jen bday..both parties were nice! eva did hers in a centre like place and had music and food and drinks!! :) it was fun and a nice way to catch up too!!...hope she had heaps of fun!! :D
jen had hers at paramount..that was my first time there..it was a bit hectic? coz alot of ppl couldnt get in?..so in the end we moved to metros..lol...but then some ppl couldnt get in either :( ...but it was still ok..coz im sure everyone had fun!! hehe.. after jen's bday...evic, jas and me went to billy lee for a very early supper and had porridge that din seem to have flavour..haha..and chilli pepper squid..it was yum! squid was full of pepper! hehehehe
thn evy and me and wei slpt over at jas's place that nite...me and evy and jas slpt first..and after wei got bak from metros i think he went to slp too...wasnt very clear..coz i was alr snoozing away..ahha! but it was a nice nigth!! hehe..first time slpin over at jasmine house too!! thanks jas!! ehhehehe..next morning we got up bright and early to celbrate asile bday..we had green tea cake and had dim sum...after that the girls came to my house and bummed..hehe yay!

so wat been on my mind lately..

its so hard to please ppl..u try ur best and some ppl dun seem to feel it..so wats the point? i guess been good to ppl is how everyone should be..but i guess it does break your heart when u read it in black and white how someone's true feelings is..which is really heart-breakin? is that even the right word? no idea...i guess its a feeling of betrayal? hurt bah..dunno! but yeh..no matter how hard we try and how hard we want to make it comfortable for ppl..it doesnt seem to work..i guess the right word is unappreciative..its hurtful when u purposely go out of ur way to help that person..but in the end..u get crappy responses from them...hiax.. i guess ppl change and all i can do is continue to be understanding and let it be...
after getting rejected countless times after each time i ask this person out..i get a scared/nervous when i ask again..but i guess thats not stoppin me..im gng to continue asking him out till he says yes to me...and im sure my frens will support me on this..LOL! ahh! wat a random blog...ahaha..